I've had variations of the conversation with a couple of people today but I'm turning into a boozer. I've never been a huge drinker, I have my drinking binges but I think that's a LOT of my problem. I'm drinking alone, I'm drinking with others, and when I'm not drinking I'm thinking about. I'm exaggerating a little to make my point but I just don't get it. So, while I'm not saying good bye to you Mojito, I am saying you aren't welcome unless I invite you. I'll be drinking at Steve's party but I've got to demonstrate some semblance of self control.
Eating bad is just killing me though. I feel icky and old. My bones are all achy like Billy Ray Cyrus's heart. My synapses aren't even firing like they should. I have a shrunken dehydrated head, in the inside. So, I'm putting an end to it. I know I'm complaining but this is for my benefit so I can remember why I don't enjoy doing this. Why, once again, I'm trying to close that chapter of my life and reinvent myself.
Positive Changes:
- Today I'm not drinking
- I'm eating healthier today
- Taking my vitamins
- While I drank a diet Wild Cherry Pepsi; I didn't enjoy it and I forced myself to drink 24oz of water before I could have one.
- One day this week, and maybe more than one day, I'm going to workout in the morning. This is something I want to be a habit.
Things To Do Today:
- 40 minutes of cardio and abs
- Put away all those CDs I started unpacking
- Finish putting away all the clothes I moved over from the old apartment
- Collect my TV Tuesday stuff (ie. recycling, laundry, Netflix for Ash, and Bender's Big Break for Dad)
- Dishes/Clean Kitchen
- Measure table for Lisa
- Go to bed on time and think very seriously about working out tomorrow morning
- Watch Lost on the net, I'm freaking ready for more!
